So she's gone back to Shanghai - my darling lil niece, the apple of my eye and whatnot... today early morning flight and I couldn't get myself to wake up and see her off cause I knew I'd cry at the sight of her lithe body sleeping in bhabhi's arms and I'd crave to take her in my arms and hug her and cover her with kisses.. So I didn't wake up and didn't see her off and now I'm wishing I had and yet, glad I didn't.. It's a double-edged sword.. The morning's been glum, with the rain gods smiling down upon us, trying to make me smile for a lil while, but in vain... seems that it's got to be a sad day today for more than one reason than required... but I shall not dwell on the other reason, cause this reason, of my darling's departure, is more than enough to make me well-up, and the other reason can only make things worse and worse is not what I need right now...
So anyway, I intend to throw myself in work cause a lot is required to be covered in this one week - and if I don't I'll get my ass whipped for my plans for the future... and that I can't afford this year... not this year.. deadlines have to be met - last two months have been kind of slow, and I need to pace things up now.. Have also to socialize a fair bit - have ignored a fair number of friends and I'm afraid they'll start thinking it was intentional on my part, although it wasn't. Get prioritized, don't they say? hmm.. yeah... Better get started now itself..
So anyway, I intend to throw myself in work cause a lot is required to be covered in this one week - and if I don't I'll get my ass whipped for my plans for the future... and that I can't afford this year... not this year.. deadlines have to be met - last two months have been kind of slow, and I need to pace things up now.. Have also to socialize a fair bit - have ignored a fair number of friends and I'm afraid they'll start thinking it was intentional on my part, although it wasn't. Get prioritized, don't they say? hmm.. yeah... Better get started now itself..
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